In some cases, yes. In other cases, no. I’m less trusting of people now. Im far more aware of my surroundings and when I eat in a restaurant I must have my back to wall and where I can see the entrance. I also scope out the area I’m in at stores and gas stations. These are all habits from working in a prison for 16+ years.
I have made improvemental as well. Several years ago I did some self-reflecting. Overall I treat others much better than I have in the past. I’m more respectful and polite. I still have my moments, but I’m much better now.
And how. It was ten years ago (2008) that I sold my business and escaped into (semi) retirement. I was 44. We recently celebrated the anniversary. Back then, I was a hot mess of stress, constantly “on the go”, and faced a daily plateful of other people’s problems.
Today, none of that is the case. Life now is a playground, all the toys are ready and it doesn’t shut down. Now, I’m tanned, active, at peace and 8 pounds lighter.
Glad you’re back, ADDB.
This post was edited by Don Barzini at October 16, 2018 7:17 AM MDT
Not really. I definitely have more "experience" under my belt now. Hopefully, I have more wisdom as well. I've got a few more wrinkles and even a couple of gray hairs. Yet despite the extra mileage and minor physical changes, I'd say that I'm still the same funny, nice, quiet person I've always been. Of course I'm sure there are others who may disagree.
Very. Ten years ago I was hobbling on a cane, addicted to opioid painkillers, unable to work or drive a car as I couldnt remain seated for more than ten minutes at a stretch. In 2010 I had a discectomy and lumbar fusion which gave me my life back. Within a fortnight I was off the drugs and running again. I'm gainfully employed, no longer battling depression ...
Deep inner core, the same person. Ten years ago, I was profoundly and dangerously depressed. Since then, the understanding of my circumstances and my ability to adapt and work with what's available has improved exponentially - and as a result, I'm now happy.
Definitely Some things have changed. Attachments have fallen away. What is Really Real has become major focus, Meditation has opened up deeper understanding of attachments that cover our shining light within and how to let them go... Cheers
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