The minute I feel confident I feel it is not my right... I fear that if I like me, and /or even feel a HINT of 'I can be a catch too' for dating, that I"m just not worth that. Or i... moreThe minute I feel confident I feel it is not my right... I fear that if I like me, and /or even feel a HINT of 'I can be a catch too' for dating, that I"m just not worth that. Or if I want to express my TRUE feelings if being chastised by someone, and show confidence, then I"m 'bad' or I don't have a right to it. It stems from volatile trauma for years, but how would one find a way that it is OK to want or have a feeling of power/confidence?
