Maybe you should try pearl and set yourself free. Try spelling your name with a capitol P. Try getting out and not looking for a job but for a release to the sensual and sexual "Me." You're allowed. Send it out there and you'll be amazed and what and how your life will change!
In situations where I have lots of orgasms. I want to just keep going and going. Like with an especially ardent lover. Or organized evenings with multiple men (please don't judge - some of us engage in them). Because my body becomes accustomed to them I want to just continue and only stop because I become exhausted and sore. The next day I expect to much of my husband. But after three days without sex and my attention on other things my "lust level" returns to normal. That is arousable but not stuck in that.