Usually associated with music, jazz in particular, where a musician just takes off musically and doesn't know where he is going but gets there anyway. It can also happen with thoug... moreUsually associated with music, jazz in particular, where a musician just takes off musically and doesn't know where he is going but gets there anyway. It can also happen with thoughts. You start one place and follow the energy and sometimes you follow it to surprising places. Sometimes it takes awhile to get back to your starting point. Sometimes it changes you a little. Ever experienced a riff like that?
The minute I feel confident I feel it is not my right... I fear that if I like me, and /or even feel a HINT of 'I can be a catch too' for dating, that I"m just not worth that. Or i... moreThe minute I feel confident I feel it is not my right... I fear that if I like me, and /or even feel a HINT of 'I can be a catch too' for dating, that I"m just not worth that. Or if I want to express my TRUE feelings if being chastised by someone, and show confidence, then I"m 'bad' or I don't have a right to it. It stems from volatile trauma for years, but how would one find a way that it is OK to want or have a feeling of power/confidence?
