Yes, the fad or trend going around the country, where people dress as clowns are scaring children and adults and wearing a clown costume. I hear it isn't new.
Many days I don't feel I have a 'self', someone who is meant to be here, I often feel like I should be invisible. I don't have my own place and have never dated, b/c of years of sy... moreMany days I don't feel I have a 'self', someone who is meant to be here, I often feel like I should be invisible. I don't have my own place and have never dated, b/c of years of systematic abuse... I feel if I have those things, somehow I'd be thinking I'm 'better' than someone else. I was taught to believe that even saying my opinion, even a positive one, that I was being 'rebellious'.. it has affected my life negatively. How can one just give themselves permission to have their own space, joy/love, a partner/ spouse etc without feeling they do not deserve it? less
I don't have my own place, I have never dated , I get sooo so nervous of a man rejecting me b/c he'll think I'm 'less' from the abuse I went through for years. I don't even feel I ... moreI don't have my own place, I have never dated , I get sooo so nervous of a man rejecting me b/c he'll think I'm 'less' from the abuse I went through for years. I don't even feel I have a self some days.. if you don't feel you have a self, how can you find a way to find a reasonto nurture your own being, to try to make yourself feel more empowered , happy etc?
