A girl from a special needs children's home I volunteer at just gave me a leather headband that she made by hand. It's a basket weave design with little flowers painted on it. She'... moreA girl from a special needs children's home I volunteer at just gave me a leather headband that she made by hand. It's a basket weave design with little flowers painted on it. She's incredibly gifted! She told me I needed a crown because I was as pretty and as nice as a princess. It was soo touching and sweet! It melted my heart when she gave it to me! I may never take it off!
Do you aim to just have a fun night, with low expectations? This is what I'd like to achieve, but still get SO nervous and decline dates, b/c I fear the future; if they like me eno... moreDo you aim to just have a fun night, with low expectations? This is what I'd like to achieve, but still get SO nervous and decline dates, b/c I fear the future; if they like me enough, will they just ditch me etc. :/ Any views on dating welcome ....
I know in theory, it should be fun, light, relaxed. I've never dated because I feel unworthy of mens' time, and like they'd sense the anxiety I've had b/c of abuse I've endured als... moreI know in theory, it should be fun, light, relaxed. I've never dated because I feel unworthy of mens' time, and like they'd sense the anxiety I've had b/c of abuse I've endured also. I get so so nervous, that they'd feel like, why is she dating? However its ' strange; I'm kind, humorous, giving, loving and compassionate, but I don't think of those things when contemplating actually going OUT with a guy and just dating for fun. I just think of how I 'might' get very nervous which amps my anxiety already, and I decline :( How could one just truly feel light and relaxed?? Do you have any special tactic >? less
