(She wants me very badly, but societal restrictions cause her to reluctantly swear out restraining orders against me on a continuous and rotating basis. As soon as one is about to ... more(She wants me very badly, but societal restrictions cause her to reluctantly swear out restraining orders against me on a continuous and rotating basis. As soon as one is about to expire, she's in court getting the next one. In a perfect world, we wouldn't have to pretend like this.)
Christianity/Islam/Atheist/Communist. Makes no difference. All have long histories of murdering people who don't follow the specific tenets of the time. Christians are no better th... moreChristianity/Islam/Atheist/Communist. Makes no difference. All have long histories of murdering people who don't follow the specific tenets of the time. Christians are no better than Muslims and Atheists like Stalin and the Soviet Union when Communism reigned all MURDERED people who did not buy the religious party line of that time. So it isn't whether you are religious or not that governs anything. It is whether you are humane and sane. Isn't it? Just a few examplesThe Crusades (Christian)Jihads (Islam)The Inquisition(s) (Christian)Holocaust (Christian)Muslim Conquests (Islam)KKK Murders (Christianity)Genocide of Native Americans (Christianity)9/11 (Islam)Armenian Genocide (Islam)What a sad history. less
I just saw someone that has "it," Attentive, curious eyes, a thorough, unrestrained smile, and a slight (just slight mind you) hint of sorrow, compassion and sympathy. ... moreI just saw someone that has "it," Attentive, curious eyes, a thorough, unrestrained smile, and a slight (just slight mind you) hint of sorrow, compassion and sympathy. Now it's your turn.
I get so so nervous b/c I feel I'll flub everything, get very red in the face and have to embarrassingly leave... have you ever just not impressed someone,. just been YOU and not y... moreI get so so nervous b/c I feel I'll flub everything, get very red in the face and have to embarrassingly leave... have you ever just not impressed someone,. just been YOU and not your 'best foot' ? I think if I REALLY try to just not care (how can you though :/) maybe my anxieties with guys will slowly fade.
I have declined any dates in my life due to very low self esteem/low confidence, and anxiety surrounding what a guy would think of the PTSD I have.. I fear they'd ditch me or think... moreI have declined any dates in my life due to very low self esteem/low confidence, and anxiety surrounding what a guy would think of the PTSD I have.. I fear they'd ditch me or think I'm some fraud.. like "why is she dating?" or something like that. I guess this thinking that any guy would think that of me is irrational, yet I can't seem to break it (trying each day). Should I reveal however , shall I find someone I can feel easy with or be friends first, that I have not had a relationship? Many guys (in chats) will ask, 'when was your last relationship?' and I am at a loss to just say the truth... I feel they'd judge on that too, or think less of me. Would you just say the truth or something relative of it ? less
