I have had an anxiety disorder for 10 years, symptoms of PTSD and never dated- I feel low in self confidence, so much that most guys who have asked me out I've declined, for fear o... moreI have had an anxiety disorder for 10 years, symptoms of PTSD and never dated- I feel low in self confidence, so much that most guys who have asked me out I've declined, for fear of rejection, or them seeing the damaged, broken 'me'. Some days I didn't even 'have' a me. So how could one convince themselves that love just might be an option, without fear..? Because of years of severe emotional abuse (and some physical) I feel I simply do not deserve real love, or that it would leave in an instant anyway- what reasons are there for someone deserving, embracing, and wanting love? less
I am looking for ideas. I had fun when I was a kid but I forgot how. Please don't say dancing. That's not an option for me. I'm physically able but I just d... moreI am looking for ideas. I had fun when I was a kid but I forgot how. Please don't say dancing. That's not an option for me. I'm physically able but I just don't get it.
Nothing ever seems finished. Movies have director cuts. Albums have extra tracks. Construction is never done. Repairs are constant. There's always more to do or more could have bee... moreNothing ever seems finished. Movies have director cuts. Albums have extra tracks. Construction is never done. Repairs are constant. There's always more to do or more could have been done. Are we just painting bridges?What things are completely "finished"? Even old works of art were never "completed".
Would it be improper to coment on a go fund me page that if all their facebook friends donated just $25 each the goal would be met?A good friend of mine has had a go fund me page s... moreWould it be improper to coment on a go fund me page that if all their facebook friends donated just $25 each the goal would be met?A good friend of mine has had a go fund me page set up for a life saving medical procedure (it is legitimate). But in 4 days only $50 has been raised. If all their friends just made a donation the goal could be met in no time.
Mine can't she will always say or do something that tells me what my present is. I haven't been surprised in years but since I'm a good actor she always th... moreMine can't she will always say or do something that tells me what my present is. I haven't been surprised in years but since I'm a good actor she always thinks I'm totally surprised when I unwrap it. Cheers!
I have fun everyday. December is a busy month. Always too much to do--packed into one month, as if we needed more than we already have. I'm looking into traveling to another countr... moreI have fun everyday. December is a busy month. Always too much to do--packed into one month, as if we needed more than we already have. I'm looking into traveling to another country. Need to get my passport ready. Don't know when or where yet---just want to travel.
This is getting a bit NUTTY don't you think? I said someone who was a friend of mine was bitching and moaning about something or other and I got censored. Really? ... moreThis is getting a bit NUTTY don't you think? I said someone who was a friend of mine was bitching and moaning about something or other and I got censored. Really? Did I offend a 14 year old again?
